The Future
Thursday, November 12th, 2009Before things went so horribly wrong for me, I thought I knew everything I wanted out of life. I lived the carefree life of a bachelor loving the freedom and independence and the fact that I had no responsibilities to anyone but myself. Truly, it was a great life, but it was a very selfish life. Then, for the past 2 years, I had to start taking into account my family, my responsibilities to them, and the burden my unemployment put on them. Surely, it has been some of the WORST times of my life, but now there seems to be a light that I can run towards.
I don’t fully believe in fate or destiny, but I don’t believe everything happens through chance or coincidence either. Regardless of how I go to this place, I’ve been lead here for a reason. Everything seems to be coming together for me all of a sudden. It’s all so scary and nerve-racking yet exciting and scintilating as well. I don’t wanna get ahead of myself just yet, but it seems as though I’m very slowly turning a corner….and it’s WONDERFUL! Things don’t seem as bleak, I’m feeling like I’m part of something again, and I can almost see the future ahead of me instead of only caring about today for a change.
diggler